The Uncreative Mind Speaks

To undo is impossible

Daily Prompt: Erasure

As much as I think I liked it at the time, things that have happened in the past affects what is now and will be.

I wish with all my heart and soul that I could erase that day, and those that followed, in the history of everything.

I don’t regret it necessarily for myself, but mostly for other people. I hate to see them struggle with demons in their heads just because of things I’ve done that I can never undo.

Yes, I regret it because I was not ready as I thought I was. But I regret it even more because I can’t bear to see people that I love suffer because of a thing of the past.

I wish I can just press Ctrl+Z to undo everything.

I wish I can pick up an eraser and rub hard on the mistakes I’ve done.

I wish…


Lord, why?

Why do I have to be so damn sensitive and explosive? Why can’t I just bounce back easily after getting angry, annoyed, frustrated, hurt, upset, or sad? Why is it that even when everything’s better, I’m not feeling better? It’s so unfair. I try not to get upset so easily. I try to feel better as soon as I can. But it’s not soon enough. It eats me up. </3

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